Shadowflower and the Garden of Time
Part I
In the Garden of Time there lives a flower called
Shadowflower. No one quite knows how she got her name. All the
bees are drawn to this flower for its sweetness and the way it
sends out rhythms that dance on the wind. Birds sing more deeply
and more beautifully when in the presence of this flower. All
the little flowers, especially one called “Bright Spirit,”
sit at the feet of this seasoned old flower and love to hear the
story of how she got her name.
When all is quiet in the Garden of Time and the
birds have ceased singing and the bees have stopped buzzing, the
flower that loves its own shadow begins the story of how it got
its name.
Shadowflower takes a deep breath and remembers a
time that once was, has gone forever but is always returning.
She looks into the faraway sky and far beyond the time when her
life was not as it is now. She returns to the time, when in the
Garden of Time, she was rootless. She returns to a time when she
lay in a bed that was shallow and devoid of any nourishment. She
lay in a bed where there was little light for most of the day,
everyday. There was no feeling of opening to the sun. There was
only the feeling of shrinking away from the light. Shadowflower
felt so sad. In her sorrow she called out to the Gardener of the
Garden of Time but it seemed he did not care or could not hear.
But the Gardner of the Garden of Time is not just
any Gardener. He is the Gardener who comes from beyond time. He
only comes into the Garden of Time when those who call really
want to come out of the shadow into the light. Otherwise there
is little that he can do to add nourishment to the soil or create
an opening for the sunlight. So it was that Shadowflower called
and called and called. Her roots began to get dry and hard and
this caused her much pain. Finally she thought that she would
simply go and lie in the Sun and that would end all her sorrow
and suffering.
So one very bright day Shadowflower began to uproot
herself. As she was doing this the Gardener beyond Time came and
said, "Beloved of my Heart, what are you doing?” Shadowflower
covered her eyes. The light around the Gardener beyond Time seemed
brighter than she had ever seen before and it stung her eyes.
She shrank away.
“Who are you?” she asked defensively.
She had never seen this man before. She feared that even though
she felt very bad that he would think she was a weed. That would
be the last straw to end up being pulled up by the roots and being
thought something as abnoxious as a weed.
“I am the Gardener beyond Time and this is
my Garden. You are my Beloved Creation. You have been calling
me and I am here to help you in any way that you care to ask me
to do so,” advised the Gardner beyond Time.
Shadowflower wanted to say, “Well, you took
your time coming.” She wanted to tell this Gardener beyond
Time person that she had been calling and calling and that now
it was too late. She wanted to say some rude words that indicated
he should go away but she resisted. She thought her mother would
not approve of such language.
“Let me help you, Beloved Creation,”
requested the Gardener.
This only served to irritate Shadowflower even more.
“Who does he think he’s calling Beloved Creatio?.
I’m no creation of his. I created me all by myself with
some help from the soil. I’ve never even seen him before!”
Yet Shadowflower sensed something more. It was in the sound of
the Gardeners voice. There was such tenderness in this voice that
she forgot her pain.
“OK, you want to help me, do you?” asked
Shadowflower, with not just a little bitterness in her voice.
“If you're so helpful then explain to me why I have all
this shadow around me and what did I ever do to deserve ? I’ve
been a good flower all my life!. I haven’t done anything
bad! Yet there is all this pain at my roots. I don’t know
how I can get it to go away.” At this the flower began to
weep and all the petals around her sad face began to shake up
and down.
The Gardener from beyond Time remained silent until
she had stopped sobbing. He left it a moment and said, “Are
you sure that you want to know the reason why you are in so much
shadow?”
“Of course, I want to know,” replied
Shadowflower who was feeling that this Gardener from Beyond Time
was far beyond anything she had ever met before. Although he irritated
her he seemed to listen to her in a way that no one ever quite
listened to her before. She seemed, despite her irritation with
him, drawn to share her heart that felt shrunken and unalive.
“OK then,” replied the Gardener from
Beyond Time,“ the reason why you live in shadow is because
it’s the Law.”
“It’s the Law!” responded Shadowflower.
“Is that it? You're telling me that the reason for all may
roots dangling is because of the Law!”
The Gardner from Beyond Time replied quietly, “Yes,
Beloved of Creation.”
Shadowflower began to shake. “Well! Let me
tell you that I`m really glad you told me that! It is real good
to hear. That makes me really, really happy to know that its because
of the Law. At least now I can rest in peace knowing that all
this suffering, all this pain, all this horror is because of the
Law. Gee thanks, you really do know how to made a girl feel great!.”
When she had finished venting Shadowflower shouted,
“And by the way, I am not your Beloved of Creation! I`ve
never met you before in my life and I`m not sure that I want that
to change either.”
The Gardener from Beyond Time remained silent. This
was always the way those in shadow responded to the answer he
gave them. He knew that you had to let them shake up and down
and go bright red and have their breathing change and their angry
words be heard before you could explain to them the Law.
Shadowflower took a deep breath. Then she took another.
She sat down on the ground and tucked her dry roots into the dry
earth. This caused her some pain. The Gardner from Beyond Time
came and touched her dry body and in an instant she felt, for
one joyous moment, pain free.
Wow, thought Shadowflower. "Wow. This feels
so good. You are a real Gardner." She remembered what her
mother had taught her and she said, “Thank you.”
“You`re welcome, Beloved of Creation.”
Then the Gardner Beyond Time smiled and said, “Sorry, you
asked me not to call you that.”
“It’s OK. You can call me that if you
want. You seem to think it's true and to be honest I can do with
someone who thinks I am the Beloved of Creation. I certainly don’t
feel very Beloved. I certainly don’t feel very lovely.”
Shadowflower began to cry again but this time there felt some
release in crying. This time there was crying but it did not feel
painful or pain filled.
Shadowflower sat quietly and felt the soil beneath
her roots. It felt good and she just wanted to be there for a
while. The Gardner beyond Time sat on the ground before her and
let her be. After a time Shadowflower asked, “This Law,”
and then she hesitated. She wasn’t sure if she wanted to
know more but so far the results of conversing with the Gardener
beyond Time had been more than she could have hoped for.
The Gardner beyond Time let her proceed at her own
pace. “This Law, she began again, "Tell me more about
it.” Then Shadowland`s mother popped into her head as all
good girl’s mothers tend to do when they are tying to assert
themselves. Then Shadowflower said reluctantly, “Please.”
“This Law is Our Law,” replied the Gardner
beyond Time.
This only set Shadowflower off on another of her
rants. “Just wait a minute, just hold on there ,”
she said slowly at first. Then the rant began to gather speed,
“Just you wait there buddy. Did I hear you right or was
it a bee buzzing in my ear? I thought I heard you say that this
so called Law is ‘Our Law?’
“Yes, that is true, Beloved of Creation.”
“OK, Mr Gardener beyond Time or whoever you
call yourself, just answer me this question. When was I ever consulted
about this Law you call Our Law? Cause I want to tell you I don’t
ever remember being consulted about any such law. And let me tell
you more. I don’t think very much of a Law that makes good
people like me suffer for no reason. I don’t think very
much of a law like that at all.
Shadowflower was panting. She was up off the ground.
She was now stamping her roots. Strange to say that there was
no pain in the movement where previously there had been little
or no movement at all. She suddenly looked down and saw what she
was doing. She started to leap up and down.
“Hey, look at me, I can dance,” she
said. And so she did. She forgot the rant about Our Law and she
went on dancing there and then and it seemed that a lot of shadows
left her face and flew off into the light.
The Gardener from Beyond Time watched her and a
soft light fell from his face. He loved the dance. He loved the
dance of his creation. Nothing gave him more joy than the dance
of the light that he had created in all his Beloveds.
“OK, friend,” Shadowflower said. “I
don’t know what game your playing with me but it sure feels
good. I’m going to take a chance on you. You seem to be
able to pull some strings in this Garden of Time and I think you
might well be able to help me. I’m not sure if I agree with
all you`re going to show me but heck look at me I’m dancing.”
And so it was that Shadowflower went off dancing
and when she returned she learned the Law.
Go to Part
II
© Tony Cuckson 2005-2006
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